Hopeless Romantic

Ok so I have a new LJ....its hell_of_a_prize

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I wanted to write and tell everyone my feelings...but hey it never works out...I wish things could be like they were....awwwwwww

Leave a comment of a favorite memory of you and I, OR how we first met.

Long time no write...fun shit...hahahahahahahahahah

Play kicked ass like what

Well haven't updated in like xcore ever...any who

The play is something I will remember forever...I met all these new interesting people and it makes me happy to say that I'm glad I'm doing it....Everyone should come on the nights Emily is Adelaide

Easter really sucked...I had to work and then afterwords I went to Candice's and we read out of a poem book...how sweet the words just meant sooo much...And then she said that the only time she's happy is when she's with me...awwwwwwww (tear)

And on a sad day next week my Tempo is gone...NOOOOOOOOOO. My mother bought a new car so I get hers...its newer but there are so many memories in that car...Autumn and I's summer, Sara? Karen and I fucking in the back seat....ewwwwwww....all the night drives I did....tear...

And well tommorow I'm leaving for Chicago for about 4 days...woop woop...So tonight if anyone want's to do anything give me a buzzz on my cell 5702207

I read "the perks of being a wallflower" WOW

Anyways....Time to go home and pack bye guys...

So yeah Prom is coming up soon...I need a date...there are like 7 girls that would go with me...ummm got to find the right one....Haha


Jaron and I have been hanging out alot...he's a great guy...yeppers...Jaron we should go to the "A Static Lullaby" show coming up...kick ass

Ummm Candice and I are "talking" (I hate that term)...she's fun we have alot in common...thats good for once...she's actually looking for the same thing I am...It makes me feel good that she actually talks and we have decient confersations not just wanting to fuck...haha

Oh yeah Melissa at work is trying to hook me up with her friend...this girl has never had a b/f and well she spoils guys she has a crush on....woo hoo...but its ironic about the age.

Well school is fun too...I went to Votech yesterday...that was interesting...I got on the bus mad...but hey nothing alittle Fall Out Boy couldn't cure...hehe...

And to that one person if your reading this...STOP get out of my life

I hate you....the end.

So after about 3 weeks I asked Natalie to the prom she said yes but I told her I changed my mind cause there is this cute girl at work that i've been "talking too" for a while that I'm going to ask...Jaron thought she was hot...

I had a shit load of fun yesterday....bell rang...bye

Bass equals fuck you TIM

I'm gonna be a Super Senior

Well I finally admitted it yesteday...kinda feel dumb

I didnt' ask Ashely...damn

I cut down a tree with my G today and earned 20 bucks...woop fucking woop

and Jaron just asked me to go to the mall with him and neile...guess I will...

Ttyl

more and more I learn to hate you

For anyone who cares

1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I loveable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?
8. Am I a dork?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What song (if any) reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. Do you consider me a good friend?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Would you make a move on me?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Do I cross your mind at least 2 times a day?

“B” Is For Broken Heart
Don’t worry you’re still breaking my heart.
I’m losing the drive to fight.
You stole my will to live, breathing has become almost too difficult to bare.
Why do I bother waking up?
Each day of this gets worse.
And just when you think things might be looking up they come crashing down.
I think I heard this once before, “I just need some time to think things over.”
Is this every girl’s favorite break-up line?


Tim lets fuck some shit up

FINALLY

Well Well today is the day...ahhhhhh if it happens it happens...I hope it does...where gonna carve a pumpkin...how sweet.

I <3 You Tim...Even though your right next to me...I do...feel better...it'll work out.

So I applied at Thunderbowl's snack bar yesterday and well he called me back like 2 hours later...I hope to god I can get a job there...better not get 2 excited...

You know that Autumn girl...yeah I do...why is she always upset all the time...I have nothing against you but you seem to be all sad/mad so it scares me to talk to you...I heart you.

Well I'm out Tim and I are stranded for Idea's of what to do on our day off...woop woop

I was fired today...sigh...no more chuck...well good luck Sara...and well I think I'm gonna go put a rifle in my mouth...cuz well everything is going down...Ashely and I are probably not gonna date....sigh

Well wow yesterday was amazing...I got to go to the show...Yippppiiieeee....It kicked my ass, Tim's ass, And Jaron's ass. It was great...Without me knowing it though I talked to the lead singer of Norma Jean. How cool is that.

Well I worked today, and that Ashley girl worked and well everyones all like ask her out she likes you in a boyfriend kinda way...So it makes me all happy. Something is actually going right for once...until someone brings it crashing down horribly. Oh yeah and I was going to ask her tonight but her dad is all like your not going...sigh

And well I need to improve my grades like whoa...Someone wanna be my tutor...I dont' feel like being a super senior next year.

Talk at ya later

Man I'm sick...somone should bring me chicken soup or something...

Make me feel better.


*edit* oh by the way FUCK YOU. I did alot for you and now you just treat me like shit...whatever bitch.

"I wish that I was as invisible as you make me feel."

Life is Just Trial and Error.
But you decide who will judge your fate.




Today I will do the deed of getting that one girl to fall for me.
Tim and I are really getting along lately...neat stuff...except when the fucker takes my keys in second hour.

Anyone wanna go bowling or see a movie this weekend we could make it a double date...hint hint...maggie and tim...

Well Later

Texas Chainsaw Massacre is your mother fucking God. Oh it was so great. Tim and I skipped and went to see it it was sooooooo good. Made me think ok when I get old I'm gonna kill a bunch of people.

Anyways Homecoming was this weekend. The dance sucked but I got some good pictures...Tim and I kinda look like lovers...wink wink. I went with Ashley from work...she cute...I really think that her and I could get something going if I play my cards right. And if she dumps her boyfriend...sigh. Well the highligh was going to Bishop park, Tim it would had not been cool if you fell. Well on the way home from the park we cuddled in the back of Tim's van...snifle...it makes me so happy. Awwwww

Oh yes also ppl I'm Scrooge in the upcoming play at MHS...You all should go December 5-6-7


But yeah to whom this may concern...We had alot going for us, but just know that I'm done. And dont' take me being distant as a bad thing, it is just a good thing for me to do, so that I stop with the pain that I've felt inside for so long. Thank You.
ttysd: Talk To You Someday


Good-Bye

So i can honestly say I tried to get you to not be mad at me but hey...whatever.

So I've been hanging out with Victoria...she's a neat gal...but there is a problem I'm having I like this one girl...but it will never happen...sigh...damnit

GO TIM HE HE....all you man...

Well I don't know what else to write...Emily has a nice butt..hehe